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Name: Krystle
Location: Ohio, United States
Birthday: 11/13/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: playing flute and piccolo, singing, writing, learning, teaching, reading, talking on the phone, surfing the net, watching movies, hanging out, shopping, totally random things, being crazy, long walks on the beach . . .
Occupation: Student
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Website: visit my website
AIM:  klynn1386
Yahoo:  krystlelynnnichols
Member Since:
8/29/2005
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| (actually untitled but I'm thinking about Eternity. What do y'all think?)
What does she have
That I don't?
Can she make you smile and laugh?
Can she make you truly happy?
Does she love you as much as I do?
Does she long for you
With every beat of her heart?
Will she give her heart to you,
Yours to keep forever?
Will she pledge her undying love,
Or will she be afraid...
Afraid of eternity...
If only I could have that,
An eternity with you,
For nothing would make me happier
You are the only thing I want in life.
~*~ yeah so i know it sucks sorry but
it is just how I feel~*~ | | |
| Eternal Pain
by Krys
Look into my eyes
And see the pain
Boiling deep within my soul
Do you know you are the reason
That I am dying this slow, painful death?
My soul is being ripped from my body
My heart still beats,
Yet there is no feeling.
I am numb, physically and emotionally
Even the pain I am so used to feeling
Seems to have subsided.
I am an empty shell
The cocoon after the butterfly has emerged.
I am nothing but a shadow,
A face of someone's memory.
I am a ghost,
Stuck forever here on this horrible planet,
Wandering with no place to go.
This is my eternal pain.
I am stuck in this state
Until you come and set me free. | | |
| ok so i know i
usually use this site strictly for poetry and all but I didn't bring
any of that with me to post on here...lol. I am finally home from
college...it's definitely been like three months since I moved in, and
this is the first time I have been home. It's nice to be home for a
change, even though Bowling Green seems like home also! I went to
the high school today to visit some of my old teachers and also some of
my friends. I also got to see Josh!!! I was so happy to see him Out of
all of my friends from this area he calls me the most! Plus there
is all of that "other" stuff...if you know me then you know what I am
talking about. Needless to say, today was great! I just wish...well
y'all know what I wish. If you don't then you obviously aren't that
great of a friend! Cuz I tell my true friends everything. We are
getting ready to go to Walmart to go shopping...meanwhile I am on here,
typing this, and listening to the Phantom of the Opera soundtrack. What
else??? lol Well I am gonna go for now I have rambled for long enoug.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone (to the few people who might actually read
this!)
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| Untitled
My skin...so cold
I shiver...
I long for your touch
To make me warm again.
I became numb so long ago.
Please
Help me feel again
Even the dagger
Has no affect,
Let alone the blades.
I am no longer human
I am just an empty shell
Pretending to be alive
My soul...lost to me
Ever since you said goodbye
Satan inhabits my body now
I am lost forever,
Hidden beneath the pain,
The scars...
The only way to save me
Is to love me again
Return my humanity to me,
Before I am lost forever
In the fiery abyss
Of my own mind. | | |
| So Sorry
I'm so sorry.
So sorry that I hurt you -
The one man I have truly loved,
And still do.
I'm sorry I made you feel that way
I never would have left you
If it weren't for her -
My own "best friend,"
Who did all she could to split us apart,
To ensure that we were not happy.
Well, it worked,
For me at least.
You have moved on.
You have a special girl - your fiance.
I tried to move on with my life -
Put myself through two years of ehll,
Thinking about you all the time.
I am glad you are happy.
I love you that much.
As long as you are happy -
That's all that matters.
I just wish I could have
Happiness of my own.
Just an iota -
One taste I can savor,
To remember when the bitternes
Of depression consumes me.
But until then
I live this sad and lonely life.
No one to love,
No one to love me.
I'm sorry | | |
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